Sunday, June 7, 2009

I hate it when that happens

I'm going, walking, strolling through my days. I'm happy, I'm motivated, I'm smiling. All of a sudden, STOP! Wait, what just happened? Oh, I'm busy and tired. I went to bed at 4 am and all to get some photo editing done. My daughter, she's gorgeous but as equally clingy. When I had one child that was okay. I hate that I'm too busy to carry my baby around all day. I feel guilty. I should have enough time and energy to carry her around and still function. But I don't.

I get over it. I still am functioning. Mela finally gets busy with something other than me. Little John takes a break from being a screaming Superhero. I find that place within me.

I start again. Going, walking, strolling through my days. All is well. Even if just for now.


  1. That's a pretty good photo. Sometimes I get so tired to function as well. But like you said, you have to keep moving, even if all your doing is going through the motions.

  2. Great photo Bonnie. I totally know how you feel. And I'm thinking your idea that our boys sleep in our beds because of their hair is totally the answer. Maybe its time to shave that hair off??? :O) Keep moving through those motions girly...they'll get older and so will we but we'll get more sleep then. :o)