Don't get me wrong, I'm happy. My husband and I are in love. He's the best man EVER and he's mine. My kids are healthy, beautiful, funny, smart, and they make me so happy. I just have things that I need to resolve. Or better yet, things that I just need to let go of. I need to just be at PEACE. At peace with things that have happened with loved ones. At peace with my body. At peace with my childhood. At peace with my big mouth. At peace with not living in my own house. At peace with the bad that happens in our world. Because once I'm at peace with all of that I can welcome the good. I need to feel more peace and calm. Hectic is good sometimes but I welcome the calm. I welcome peace.
2009, here we come.
In the words of Helen Keller, "I do not want the peace that passeth understanding. I want the understanding which bringeth peace."
ReplyDeleteIt is a life long journey.
You are my inspiration and I love you.
Here's to 2009! (I'm raising my glass of sparkling cider to you)
I love reading your blog. You are so poetic with your word choice and design. Looks like you had a fun Christmas. Feliz Ano Nuevo
ReplyDeletesome much i want to say... i just need to call you.
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