My Emelia has gotten so big. I hate it and love it. I could cuddle her and stare at her all day. I remember feeling like this about little John although my relationship with each one of them is very unique. I don't want her to become a difficult toddler. I want her to stay this happy, happy, happy infant. I will miss her chubby gorgeous cheeks so much. She's so awesome. I'm totally in love.